महाभारतः mahābhārataḥ - book-3, chapter-281, verse-90

अहं च संशयं प्राप्तः कृच्छ्रामापदमास्थितः ।
मातापितृभ्यां हि विना नाहं जीवितुमुत्सहे ॥९०॥

90. ahaṁ ca saṁśayaṁ prāptaḥ kṛcchrāmāpadamāsthitaḥ ,
mātāpitṛbhyāṁ hi vinā nāhaṁ jīvitumutsahe.

90. aham ca saṃśayam prāptaḥ kṛcchrām āpadam āsthitaḥ
mātāpitṛbhyām hi vinā na aham jīvitum utsahe

90. I have fallen into a dire calamity and am filled with uncertainty. Indeed, without my mother and father, I do not dare to live.

Words meanings summery:

• अहम् (aham) - I

• च (ca) - and, also

• संशयम् (saṁśayam) - doubt, uncertainty

• प्राप्तः (prāptaḥ) - obtained, reached, achieved, fallen into

• कृच्छ्राम् (kṛcchrām) - difficult, painful, dire

• आपदम् (āpadam) - calamity, misfortune, distress

• आस्थितः (āsthitaḥ) - situated, placed, standing in

• मातापितृभ्याम् (mātāpitṛbhyām) - by the mother and father, from the mother and father

• हि (hi) - indeed, surely, because

• विना (vinā) - without, except for

• न (na) - not, no

• अहम् (aham) - I

• जीवितुम् (jīvitum) - to live

• उत्सहे (utsahe) - I dare, I am able, I endeavor

Words meanings and morphology

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, me, myself

च (ca) - and, also

(indeclinable)

संशयम् (saṁśayam) - doubt, uncertainty

(noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of saṃśaya

saṁśaya - doubt, uncertainty, suspicion

Root: śi (class 5)

प्राप्तः (prāptaḥ) - obtained, reached, achieved, fallen into

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of prāpta

prāpta - obtained, reached, achieved, got

Past Passive Participle

From √āp with prefix pra-

Prefix: pra

Root: āp (class 5)

कृच्छ्राम् (kṛcchrām) - difficult, painful, dire

(adjective)

Accusative, feminine, singular of kṛcchra

kṛcchra - difficult, hard, painful, dire

आपदम् (āpadam) - calamity, misfortune, distress

(noun)

Accusative, feminine, singular of āpad

āpad - calamity, misfortune, distress

आस्थितः (āsthitaḥ) - situated, placed, standing in

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of āsthita

āsthita - situated, placed, standing in, resorted to

Past Passive Participle

From √sthā with prefix ā-

Prefix: ā

Root: sthā (class 1)

मातापितृभ्याम् (mātāpitṛbhyām) - by the mother and father, from the mother and father

(noun)

Instrumental, masculine, dual of mātāpitṛ

mātāpitṛ - mother and father (parents)

Compound type : dvandva (mātṛ+pitṛ)

• mātṛ – mother
  noun (feminine)
• pitṛ – father
  noun (masculine)

Note: Here, ablative with vinā.

हि (hi) - indeed, surely, because

(indeclinable)

Note: Emphatic particle.

विना (vinā) - without, except for

(indeclinable)

न (na) - not, no

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, me, myself

जीवितुम् (jīvitum) - to live

(indeclinable)

infinitive

Infinitive form of √jīv

Root: jīv (class 1)

Note: Acts as an indeclinable verbal noun.

उत्सहे (utsahe) - I dare, I am able, I endeavor

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, present (laṭ) of utsah

From √sah with prefix ut-

Prefix: ut

Root: sah (class 1)