महाभारतः mahābhārataḥ - book-8, chapter-5, verse-36

धिग्जीवितमिदं मेऽद्य सुहृद्धीनस्य संजय ।
अद्य चाहं दशामेतां गतः संजय गर्हिताम् ।
कृपणं वर्तयिष्यामि शोच्यः सर्वस्य मन्दधीः ॥३६॥

36. dhigjīvitamidaṁ me'dya suhṛddhīnasya saṁjaya ,
adya cāhaṁ daśāmetāṁ gataḥ saṁjaya garhitām ,
kṛpaṇaṁ vartayiṣyāmi śocyaḥ sarvasya mandadhīḥ.

36. dhik jīvitam idam me adya suhṛddhīnasya
sañjaya adya ca aham daśām etām
gataḥ sañjaya garhitām kṛpaṇam
vartayiṣyāmi śocyaḥ sarvasya mandadhīḥ

36. sañjaya suhṛddhīnasya me idam jīvitam
adya dhik ca adya aham sañjaya
garhitām etām daśām gataḥ kṛpaṇam
vartayiṣyāmi mandadhīḥ sarvasya śocyaḥ

36. O Sañjaya, shame on this life of mine today, deprived of my dear friend! And today, O Sañjaya, I have reached this despicable state. I shall live miserably, a dull-witted man pitiable to all.

Words meanings summery:

• धिक् (dhik) - fie, shame on, woe to

• जीवितम् (jīvitam) - life, living

• इदम् (idam) - this

• मे (me) - to me, for me, my

• अद्य (adya) - today, now

• सुहृद्धीनस्य (suhṛddhīnasya) - of me, deprived of my friend (Karṇa) (of one deprived of friends, without a good friend)

• सञ्जय (sañjaya) - O Sañjaya

• अद्य (adya) - today, now

• च (ca) - and, also

• अहम् (aham) - I

• दशाम् (daśām) - state, condition, position

• एताम् (etām) - this

• गतः (gataḥ) - gone, reached, attained

• सञ्जय (sañjaya) - O Sañjaya

• गर्हिताम् (garhitām) - despicable, contemptible, censured

• कृपणम् (kṛpaṇam) - miserably, pitiably, wretchedly

• वर्तयिष्यामि (vartayiṣyāmi) - I shall live, I shall act, I shall be

• शोच्यः (śocyaḥ) - pitiable, lamentable, to be grieved for

• सर्वस्य (sarvasya) - of all, for everyone

• मन्दधीः (mandadhīḥ) - dull-witted, slow-minded, foolish

Words meanings and morphology

धिक् (dhik) - fie, shame on, woe to

(indeclinable)

Note: Used with accusative (jīvitam) and genitive (suhṛddhīnasya).

जीवितम् (jīvitam) - life, living

(noun)

Accusative, neuter, singular of jīvita

jīvita - life, living, means of subsistence

Past Passive Participle

from root jīv

Root: jīv (class 1)

Note: Object of 'dhik'.

इदम् (idam) - this

(pronoun)

Accusative, neuter, singular of idam

idam - this, this here

Note: Qualifies jīvitam.

मे (me) - to me, for me, my

(pronoun)

singular of asmad

asmad - I, we

अद्य (adya) - today, now

(indeclinable)

सुहृद्धीनस्य (suhṛddhīnasya) - of me, deprived of my friend (Karṇa) (of one deprived of friends, without a good friend)

(adjective)

Genitive, masculine, singular of suhṛddhīna

suhṛddhīna - deprived of a friend, friendless

Compound type : tatpuruṣa (suhṛt+hīna)

• suhṛt – friend, well-wisher
  noun (masculine)
• hīna – deprived of, devoid of, abandoned
  adjective
  Past Passive Participle
  from root hā
  Root: hā (class 3)

Note: Qualifies the implied 'me'.

सञ्जय (sañjaya) - O Sañjaya

(proper noun)

Vocative, masculine, singular of sañjaya

sañjaya - Sañjaya (a proper name, Dhṛtarāṣṭra's charioteer)

अद्य (adya) - today, now

(indeclinable)

च (ca) - and, also

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, we

दशाम् (daśām) - state, condition, position

(noun)

Accusative, feminine, singular of daśā

daśā - state, condition, period of life, plight

Note: Object of gataḥ.

एताम् (etām) - this

(pronoun)

Accusative, feminine, singular of etad

etad - this, this here

Note: Qualifies daśām.

गतः (gataḥ) - gone, reached, attained

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of gata

gata - gone, reached, obtained, become

Past Passive Participle

from root gam

Root: gam (class 1)

Note: Used here with an active sense: 'I have reached'.

सञ्जय (sañjaya) - O Sañjaya

(proper noun)

Vocative, masculine, singular of sañjaya

sañjaya - Sañjaya (a proper name, Dhṛtarāṣṭra's charioteer)

गर्हिताम् (garhitām) - despicable, contemptible, censured

(adjective)

Accusative, feminine, singular of garhita

garhita - blamable, censured, despicable

Past Passive Participle

from root garh

Root: garh (class 1)

Note: Qualifies daśām.

कृपणम् (kṛpaṇam) - miserably, pitiably, wretchedly

(adjective)

Accusative, neuter, singular of kṛpaṇa

kṛpaṇa - pitiable, miserable, wretched, stingy

Note: Used adverbially to modify vartayiṣyāmi.

वर्तयिष्यामि (vartayiṣyāmi) - I shall live, I shall act, I shall be

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, future (lṛṭ) of vṛt

causative future tense, parasmaipada

future tense of the causative form (vartay)

Root: vṛt (class 1)

शोच्यः (śocyaḥ) - pitiable, lamentable, to be grieved for

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of śocya

śocya - to be lamented, pitiable, lamentable

Gerundive

from root śuc

Root: śuc (class 1)

Note: Qualifies the implied 'I' (aham).

सर्वस्य (sarvasya) - of all, for everyone

(pronoun)

Genitive, masculine, singular of sarva

sarva - all, every, whole

Note: Used with śocyaḥ (pitiable to/for all).

मन्दधीः (mandadhīḥ) - dull-witted, slow-minded, foolish

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of mandadhī

mandadhī - dull-witted, slow-minded, foolish

Compound type : bahuvrīhi (manda+dhī)

• manda – slow, dull, weak, dim
  adjective
• dhī – thought, mind, intellect, understanding
  noun (feminine)

Note: Qualifies the implied 'I' (aham).