योगवासिष्ठः yogavāsiṣṭhaḥ - book-7, chapter-139, verse-45

वर्तमानदृढाभ्यासमिथ्याज्ञानमयात्मनि ।
कल्लोलैरुह्यमानोऽपि ततोऽहं सुखितः स्थितः ॥ ४५ ॥

vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātmani ,
kallolairuhyamāno'pi tato'haṃ sukhitaḥ sthitaḥ 45

45. vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātmani kallolaiḥ
uhyamānaḥ api tataḥ aham sukhitaḥ sthitaḥ

45. vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātmani kallolaiḥ uhyamānaḥ api,
tataḥ aham sukhitaḥ sthitaḥ

45. Even though I was being carried away by the waves, dwelling in my self (ātman) which was made of firmly established current habits and false knowledge, I nevertheless remained content then.

Words meanings summery:

• वर्तमानदृढाभ्यासमिथ्याज्ञानमयात्मनि (vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātmani) - in my self (ātman), which was characterized by ongoing, strong habits and illusory understanding (in a self consisting of current firm practice and false knowledge; in the self made of present strong habits and illusion)

• कल्लोलैः (kallolaiḥ) - by waves, by billows

• उह्यमानः (uhyamānaḥ) - being carried, being borne, being swept away

• अपि (api) - even, also, too, despite

• ततः (tataḥ) - then, therefrom, after that

• अहम् (aham) - I

• सुखितः (sukhitaḥ) - happy, pleased, comfortable, content

• स्थितः (sthitaḥ) - remained, stood, stayed, existing

Words meanings and morphology

वर्तमानदृढाभ्यासमिथ्याज्ञानमयात्मनि (vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātmani) - in my self (ātman), which was characterized by ongoing, strong habits and illusory understanding (in a self consisting of current firm practice and false knowledge; in the self made of present strong habits and illusion)

(noun)

Locative, masculine, singular of vartamānadṛḍhābhyāsamithyājñānamayātman

कल्लोलैः (kallolaiḥ) - by waves, by billows

उह्यमानः (uhyamānaḥ) - being carried, being borne, being swept away

(noun)

Instrumental, masculine, plural of uhyamāna

Note: Agrees with `aham`.

अपि (api) - even, also, too, despite

Note: Indicates 'even though' or 'despite'.

ततः (tataḥ) - then, therefrom, after that

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

सुखितः (sukhitaḥ) - happy, pleased, comfortable, content

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of sukhita

Note: Agrees with `aham`.

स्थितः (sthitaḥ) - remained, stood, stayed, existing

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of sthita

Note: Agrees with `aham`. Functions as the main verb here ('I remained').