महाभारतः mahābhārataḥ - book-1, chapter-145, verse-30

अथ वा मद्विनाशोऽयं न हि शक्ष्यामि कंचन ।
परित्यक्तुमहं बन्धुं स्वयं जीवन्नृशंसवत् ॥३०॥

30. atha vā madvināśo'yaṁ na hi śakṣyāmi kaṁcana ,
parityaktumahaṁ bandhuṁ svayaṁ jīvannṛśaṁsavat.

30. atha vā mat-vināśaḥ ayam na hi śakṣyāmi kañcana
parityaktum aham bandhum svayam jīvan nṛśaṃsavat

30. Or rather, this is my ruin. Indeed, I myself cannot abandon any relative (bandhu) and live like a cruel person (nṛśaṃsavat).

Words meanings summery:

• अथ (atha) - then, now, moreover, or

• वा (vā) - or, either

• मत्-विनाशः (mat-vināśaḥ) - my destruction, my ruin

• अयम् (ayam) - this, he

• न (na) - not, no

• हि (hi) - indeed, surely, because

• शक्ष्यामि (śakṣyāmi) - I shall be able, I can

• कञ्चन (kañcana) - with 'na', implies 'not any' (any, someone, something)

• परित्यक्तुम् (parityaktum) - to abandon, to forsake

• अहम् (aham) - I

• बन्धुम् (bandhum) - relative, kinsman

• स्वयम् (svayam) - oneself, personally, by myself

• जीवन् (jīvan) - living, while living

• नृशंसवत् (nṛśaṁsavat) - like a cruel person, cruelly

Words meanings and morphology

अथ (atha) - then, now, moreover, or

(indeclinable)

वा (vā) - or, either

(indeclinable)

मत्-विनाशः (mat-vināśaḥ) - my destruction, my ruin

(noun)

Nominative, masculine, singular of mat-vināśa

mat-vināśa - my destruction, my ruin

Compound type : tatpurusha (mad+vināśa)

• mad – I, me
  pronoun
• vināśa – destruction, ruin, loss
  noun (masculine)
  Derived from the root 'naś' with prefix 'vi'
  Prefix: vi
  Root: naś (class 4)

अयम् (ayam) - this, he

(pronoun)

Nominative, masculine, singular of idam

idam - this, he, she, it

न (na) - not, no

(indeclinable)

हि (hi) - indeed, surely, because

(indeclinable)

शक्ष्यामि (śakṣyāmi) - I shall be able, I can

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, future (lṛṭ) of śak

Root: śak (class 5)

कञ्चन (kañcana) - with 'na', implies 'not any' (any, someone, something)

(pronoun)

Accusative, neuter, singular of kañcana

kañcana - any, some, someone, something

Derived from the interrogative pronoun 'ka' with the particle 'cana'

परित्यक्तुम् (parityaktum) - to abandon, to forsake

(verbal derivative)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of mad

mad - I, me

बन्धुम् (bandhum) - relative, kinsman

(noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of bandhu

bandhu - relative, kinsman, friend, connection

स्वयम् (svayam) - oneself, personally, by myself

(indeclinable)

जीवन् (jīvan) - living, while living

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of jīvat

jīvat - living, alive, existing

Present Active Participle

Derived from the root 'jīv' with present active participle suffix -at

Root: jīv (class 1)

नृशंसवत् (nṛśaṁsavat) - like a cruel person, cruelly

(indeclinable)

Derived from the adjective 'nṛśaṃsa' (cruel) with the suffix -vat (like, as)