महाभारतः mahābhārataḥ - book-5, chapter-154, verse-31

न चाहमुत्सहे कृष्णमृते लोकमुदीक्षितुम् ।
ततोऽहमनुवर्तामि केशवस्य चिकीर्षितम् ॥३१॥

31. na cāhamutsahe kṛṣṇamṛte lokamudīkṣitum ,
tato'hamanuvartāmi keśavasya cikīrṣitam.

31. na ca aham utsahe kṛṣṇam ṛte lokam udīkṣitum
tataḥ aham anuvartāmi keśavasya cikīrṣitam

31. ca aham kṛṣṇam ṛte lokam udīkṣitum na utsahe
tataḥ aham keśavasya cikīrṣitam anuvartāmi

31. And I am unable to look upon the world without Kṛṣṇa. Therefore, I shall abide by the will of Keśava (Kṛṣṇa).

Words meanings summery:

• न (na) - not

• च (ca) - and

• अहम् (aham) - I

• उत्सहे (utsahe) - I am unable (with 'na') (I am able, I have the power/energy)

• कृष्णम् (kṛṣṇam) - Kṛṣṇa

• ऋते (ṛte) - without, except for

• लोकम् (lokam) - world, people

• उदीक्षितुम् (udīkṣitum) - to look upon, to behold

• ततः (tataḥ) - then, therefore, from that

• अहम् (aham) - I

• अनुवर्तामि (anuvartāmi) - I follow, I abide by

• केशवस्य (keśavasya) - of Keśava (Kṛṣṇa)

• चिकीर्षितम् (cikīrṣitam) - the will or intention of Kṛṣṇa (that which is desired to be done, intention, will)

Words meanings and morphology

न (na) - not

(indeclinable)

च (ca) - and

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, we

उत्सहे (utsahe) - I am unable (with 'na') (I am able, I have the power/energy)

(verb)

1st person , singular, middle, present (laṭ) of sah

Prefix: ut

Root: sah (class 1)

कृष्णम् (kṛṣṇam) - Kṛṣṇa

(proper noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of kṛṣṇa

kṛṣṇa - Kṛṣṇa (proper name); black, dark

ऋते (ṛte) - without, except for

(indeclinable)

लोकम् (lokam) - world, people

(noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of loka

loka - world, people, universe

उदीक्षितुम् (udīkṣitum) - to look upon, to behold

(indeclinable)

Infinitive

from root īkṣ (to see) with prefix ud

Prefix: ud

Root: īkṣ (class 1)

ततः (tataḥ) - then, therefore, from that

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, we

अनुवर्तामि (anuvartāmi) - I follow, I abide by

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, present (laṭ) of vṛt

Prefix: anu

Root: vṛt (class 1)

केशवस्य (keśavasya) - of Keśava (Kṛṣṇa)

(proper noun)

Genitive, masculine, singular of keśava

keśava - Keśava (an epithet of Kṛṣṇa, 'one with beautiful hair' or 'slayer of Keśī demon')

चिकीर्षितम् (cikīrṣitam) - the will or intention of Kṛṣṇa (that which is desired to be done, intention, will)

(noun)

Accusative, neuter, singular of cikīrṣita

cikīrṣita - desired to be done, intended, wished

Past Passive Participle (of desiderative stem)

Derived from the desiderative stem of root kṛ (to do).

Root: kṛ