वाल्मीकि-रामायणम् vālmīki-rāmāyaṇam - book-6, chapter-39, verse-11

उपालम्भं न शक्ष्यामि सोढुं बत सुमित्रया ।
इहैव देहं त्यक्ष्यामि न हि जीवितुमुत्सहे ॥११॥

11. upālambhaṃ na śakṣyāmi soḍhuṃ bata sumitrayā ,
ihaiva dehaṃ tyakṣyāmi na hi jīvitumutsahe.

11. upālambham na śakṣyāmi soḍhum bata sumitrayā
iha eva deham tyakṣyāmi na hi jīvitum utsahe

11. bata sumitrayā upālambham soḍhum na śakṣyāmi.
iha eva deham tyakṣyāmi; hi na jīvitum utsahe

11. Alas, I shall not be able to endure the reproach from Sumitra. I will abandon my body right here, for I do not wish to live.

Words meanings summery:

• उपालम्भम् (upālambham) - reproach, blame, rebuke

• न (na) - not, no

• शक्ष्यामि (śakṣyāmi) - I will be able

• सोढुम् (soḍhum) - to bear, to endure

• बत (bata) - alas!, ah!

• सुमित्रया (sumitrayā) - by Sumitra, from Sumitra

• इह (iha) - right here (on this spot) (here, in this world)

• एव (eva) - indeed, only, just

• देहम् (deham) - body

• त्यक्ष्यामि (tyakṣyāmi) - I will abandon, I will forsake

• न (na) - not, no

• हि (hi) - for, indeed, because

• जीवितुम् (jīvitum) - to live

• उत्सहे (utsahe) - I do not wish (to live) (I wish, I am able, I endeavor)

Words meanings and morphology

उपालम्भम् (upālambham) - reproach, blame, rebuke

(noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of upālambha

upālambha - reproach, blame, censure, complaint

verbal noun

from upa-ā-labh

Prefixes: upa+ā

Root: labh (class 1)

Note: object of 'to endure'

न (na) - not, no

(indeclinable)

शक्ष्यामि (śakṣyāmi) - I will be able

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, future (lṛṭ) of śak

Future tense, 1st person singular, Parasmaipada

Root: śak (class 5)

सोढुम् (soḍhum) - to bear, to endure

(verb)

active, infinitive (tumun) of sah

Infinitive

Infinitive form of root sah

Root: sah (class 1)

बत (bata) - alas!, ah!

(indeclinable)

सुमित्रया (sumitrayā) - by Sumitra, from Sumitra

(proper noun)

Instrumental, feminine, singular of sumitrā

sumitrā - Sumitra (name of Lakshmana's mother)

Note: indicates the agent of reproach

इह (iha) - right here (on this spot) (here, in this world)

(indeclinable)

एव (eva) - indeed, only, just

(indeclinable)

देहम् (deham) - body

(noun)

Accusative, masculine, singular of deha

deha - body, form, figure

Note: object of 'tyakṣyāmi'

त्यक्ष्यामि (tyakṣyāmi) - I will abandon, I will forsake

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, future (lṛṭ) of tyaj

Future tense, 1st person singular, Parasmaipada

Root: tyaj (class 1)

न (na) - not, no

(indeclinable)

हि (hi) - for, indeed, because

(indeclinable)

जीवितुम् (jīvitum) - to live

(verb)

active, infinitive (tumun) of jīv

Infinitive

Infinitive form of root jīv

Root: jīv (class 1)

उत्सहे (utsahe) - I do not wish (to live) (I wish, I am able, I endeavor)

(verb)

1st person , singular, middle, present (laṭ) of utsah

Present tense, 1st person singular, Ātmanepada

Prefix: ut

Root: sah (class 1)