योगवासिष्ठः yogavāsiṣṭhaḥ - book-1, chapter-12, verse-22

संसारदुःखपाषाणनीरन्ध्रहृदयोऽप्यहम् ।
निजलोकभयादेव गलद्वाष्पं न रोदिमि ॥ २२ ॥

saṃsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdayo'pyaham ,
nijalokabhayādeva galadvāṣpaṃ na rodimi 22

22. saṃsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdayaḥ api aham
nijalokabhayāt eva galadvāṣpam na rodimi

22. Even I, whose heart is made impenetrable like a stone by the sorrow of mundane existence (saṃsāra), do not openly weep, solely out of fear of my social circle.

Words meanings summery:

• संसारदुःखपाषाणनीरन्ध्रहृदयः (saṁsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdayaḥ) - having a heart impenetrable like a stone due to the suffering of mundane existence; whose heart is tightly closed by the stone of worldly suffering

• अपि (api) - even, also, too, although

• अहम् (aham) - I

• निजलोकभयात् (nijalokabhayāt) - from the fear of one's own people/society

• एव (eva) - only, just, indeed, merely

• गलद्वाष्पम् (galadvāṣpam) - with flowing tears, having tears falling

• न (na) - not, no

• रोदिमि (rodimi) - I weep, I cry

Words meanings and morphology

संसारदुःखपाषाणनीरन्ध्रहृदयः (saṁsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdayaḥ) - having a heart impenetrable like a stone due to the suffering of mundane existence; whose heart is tightly closed by the stone of worldly suffering

(adjective)

Nominative, masculine, singular of saṃsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdaya

saṁsāraduḥkhapāṣāṇanīrandhrahṛdaya - one whose heart is closed by the stone of suffering from saṃsāra

Compound type : Bahuvrihi (saṃsāra+duḥkha+pāṣāṇa+nīrandhra+hṛdaya)

• saṃsāra – mundane existence, cycle of birth and death, worldly life
  noun (masculine)
  Prefix: sam
  Root: sṛ (class 1)
• duḥkha – suffering, sorrow, pain, misery
  noun (neuter)
• pāṣāṇa – stone, rock
  noun (masculine)
• nīrandhra – without crevices, dense, impenetrable, compact
  adjective
  Prefix: niḥ
• hṛdaya – heart, mind, core
  noun (neuter)

अपि (api) - even, also, too, although

(indeclinable)

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of asmad

asmad - I, me, my (first person pronoun)

निजलोकभयात् (nijalokabhayāt) - from the fear of one's own people/society

(noun)

Ablative, neuter, singular of nijalokabhaya

nijalokabhaya - fear of one's own people/society

Compound type : Tatpurusha (nija+loka+bhaya)

• nija – one's own, innate, peculiar
  adjective
• loka – people, world, society, realm
  noun (masculine)
  Root: lok (class 10)
• bhaya – fear, dread, terror
  noun (neuter)
  Root: bhī (class 3)

एव (eva) - only, just, indeed, merely

(indeclinable)

गलद्वाष्पम् (galadvāṣpam) - with flowing tears, having tears falling

(adjective)

Accusative, neuter, singular of galadvāṣpa

galadvāṣpa - having flowing tears

Compound type : Bahuvrihi (galat+vāṣpa)

• galat – flowing, dropping, falling
  adjective
  Present Active Participle
  Derived from root gal (1P) 'to flow', with śatṛ suffix.
  Root: gal (class 1)
• vāṣpa – tears, vapor, steam
  noun (masculine)

Note: Used adverbially here.

न (na) - not, no

(indeclinable)

रोदिमि (rodimi) - I weep, I cry

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, present indicative (laṭ) of rud

Root: rud (class 2)