महाभारतः mahābhārataḥ - book-15, chapter-5, verse-8

सोऽहमेतान्यलीकानि निवृत्तान्यात्मनः सदा ।
हृदये शल्यभूतानि धारयामि सहस्रशः ॥८॥

8. so'hametānyalīkāni nivṛttānyātmanaḥ sadā ,
hṛdaye śalyabhūtāni dhārayāmi sahasraśaḥ.

8. saḥ aham etāni alīkāni nivṛttāni ātmanaḥ sadā
hṛdaye śalyabhūtāni dhārayāmi sahasraśaḥ

8. saḥ aham sadā ātmanaḥ nivṛttāni etāni alīkāni
śalyabhūtāni hṛdaye sahasraśaḥ dhārayāmi

8. Though these illusions have receded from my inner self (ātman), I, myself, always carry them in my heart like thousands of painful darts.

Words meanings summery:

• सः (saḥ) - I, the same person (referring to himself) (he, that one)

• अहम् (aham) - I

• एतानि (etāni) - these

• अलीकानि (alīkāni) - unrealities, illusions (false, untrue, unpleasant, unreal)

• निवृत्तानि (nivṛttāni) - having receded, departed (ceased, stopped, turned away, withdrawn, receded)

• आत्मनः (ātmanaḥ) - from my inner self (ātman) (of the self, from the self, from one's own being)

• सदा (sadā) - always, ever

• हृदये (hṛdaye) - in the heart

• शल्यभूतानि (śalyabhūtāni) - like painful darts (become like a dart/thorn, having become a dart/thorn, piercing)

• धारयामि (dhārayāmi) - I bear, I hold, I sustain

• सहस्रशः (sahasraśaḥ) - by thousands, in thousands

Words meanings and morphology

सः (saḥ) - I, the same person (referring to himself) (he, that one)

(pronoun)

Nominative, masculine, singular of tad

tad - that, he, she, it

अहम् (aham) - I

(pronoun)

Nominative, singular of mad

mad - I, me

एतानि (etāni) - these

(pronoun)

Nominative, neuter, plural of etad

etad - this, these

अलीकानि (alīkāni) - unrealities, illusions (false, untrue, unpleasant, unreal)

(adjective)

Nominative, neuter, plural of alīka

alīka - false, untrue, unpleasant

निवृत्तानि (nivṛttāni) - having receded, departed (ceased, stopped, turned away, withdrawn, receded)

(adjective)

Nominative, neuter, plural of nivṛtta

nivṛtta - ceased, stopped, turned away, withdrawn

Past Passive Participle

derived from root vṛt with prefix ni

Prefix: ni

Root: vṛt (class 1)

आत्मनः (ātmanaḥ) - from my inner self (ātman) (of the self, from the self, from one's own being)

(noun)

Ablative, masculine, singular of ātman

ātman - self, soul, spirit, essence

Note: Can also be genitive singular.

सदा (sadā) - always, ever

(indeclinable)

हृदये (hṛdaye) - in the heart

(noun)

Locative, neuter, singular of hṛdaya

hṛdaya - heart, mind, core

शल्यभूतानि (śalyabhūtāni) - like painful darts (become like a dart/thorn, having become a dart/thorn, piercing)

(adjective)

Nominative, neuter, plural of śalyabhūta

śalyabhūta - become like a dart/thorn

Compound type : tatpurusha (śalya+bhūta)

• śalya – dart, spear, thorn, a piercing pain
  noun (neuter)
• bhūta – become, happened, past, being
  adjective (neuter)
  Past Passive Participle
  derived from root bhū (to be, to become)
  Root: bhū (class 1)

धारयामि (dhārayāmi) - I bear, I hold, I sustain

(verb)

1st person , singular, active, present (lat) of dhṛ

Present Active Indicative

root dhṛ, 10th class (dhārayati)

Root: dhṛ (class 10)

सहस्रशः (sahasraśaḥ) - by thousands, in thousands

(indeclinable)

formed from sahasra (thousand) + śas suffix